Novelist Samantha Harvey endured a year of insomnia and this is her account of that time. As well as the physical act of not sleeping, the dilemma of whether to stay in bed becoming increasingly anxious or getting up to wander frustratedly or do jigsaws is her inevitable examination of why she had forgotten how to sleep.
I had to time this book carefully into my reading schedule. I was aware of it during the national lockdown but felt that by reading it then Harvey’s insomnia might be contagious at a time when the balance between sleep and anxious tossing and turning was precarious. In my head it just seemed to follow nicely after the thriller I have just read “Before I Go To Sleep” where the lead character’s restful nights wipes her memory clean. There’s a superstitious literary balance going on here.
Samantha Harvey’s lack of sleep causes her to address guilt, loss, death and her past. She also inserts parts of an unresolved short story. At 176 pages it can be read in a couple of hours (I made sure they were daylight hours). Her writing is enthralling and makes me want to seek out her four novels. After finishing it I felt less convinced as to her motive behind the book than when I started it, it flows in a nebulous way like the dreams she was largely missing out on. I like the story of a man who robs a cash machine which creeps in from time to time but am not sure what it is doing here. It is the quality of the writing I will remember this book for rather than the work as a whole. There’s a story from her past regarding a dog which would keep me awake at night and I did enjoy her writing in her accounts of doctors’ appointments where on one occasion, a plea for a blood test led to a rebuke of “This is not a shop”. I could appreciate her reaction to those people who tried to make helpful suggestions (sleep hygiene?) and her search for answers. Ultimately, she concludes “This is the cure for insomnia – no things are fixed. Everything passes, this too”. This seems more potent than prescription remedies and therapy but, boy, did she have to struggle to get to this viewpoint.
The Shapeless Unease was published by Jonathan Cape in 2020.